You and I are similar - except that I dont want to make films but do something else in an unrelated field. I can empathise when you talk of the brain wanting to screw you - coz I have a deep feeling that it laughs at us when we are having sleepless nights thinking of quitting what we are doing and leaving behind everything that we have worked towards for years and starting something because we feel like it….yes, i would love to kill some of the rich MFKRS who you mentioned - pina colada sipping bastards… in India these would be the rich spoilt brats im mumbai or delhi, born with a diamond studded gold spoon, who have everything but dont know the value of anything….haraami saale….yes my ass burns too..when i see undeserving bastards without a clear thought in their fking heads talking big and being guided by spindoctors….
ever seen the airheads on page 3? but….it is destiney, bhai, destiny. as richard gecko told charlie sheen in wall street - ” do you expect me to believe that you are richer than a bum standing on the street just because you work harder?”

There are opportunities that we would love to take except sometimes we dont have the balls to do it….there are opportunties we would love to grab except that it never came my way….but is it going to stop me…hell no!

Gaand mein dum hoga to in saalon ki maa ch** denge.

Oz, bro, never give up on your dreams. Never. In todays times there are very few things that keep us sane and dreams are rare. So, as a fellow enthusiast in the i-want to -live-the way-i wish to league, i implore you, let the anger inside be your biggest fuel. Your fuel to strive towards your dreams.

and yes, to burn your butt more - imagine John abrahm is asking for 15crores (4 million USD) for a film, imagine fardeen Khan booked an entire island for his honeymoon, imagine people pay money to tusshar kapoor to act in movies, imagine the kind of money abhishek bachchan makes, imagine imagine imagine…..

LOL! you have a safe and happy weekend too bhai.